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First I've Seen

by Max Kennedy

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1.
Providence has seen fit to give me ten more years to live since I first woke up into the splendor of this gently glowing world When lately I have been moved to tears by a passing cloud I close my eyes and everything that's on the surface of this world reminds me of her On another planet I was fortunate enough to meet her and when my earth friends ask me how we made it through the centuries I tell them like Liv Tyler we gave up eternal life to be together Give me time and give me air to breathe I need it now Depending on this linear corporeal existence is a strange delight and every day that I am still alive I thank the vortex that deposited me In another timeline where I was fortunate enough to meet her and when my friends from this dimension ask me how we've stayed intact I tell them like Liv Tyler we gave up transcendent permanence to spend a single human life together
2.
Ball Is Life 02:29
Broke my finger on the court now patience is my last resort Lost my temper don't know what for waiting is the hardest sport I ain't much use from behind the arc can't play the way the young kids play But we'll light it up until the lights go dark Ball is life just like the young kids say I'm keeping my ankles in braces I'm keeping my fingers taped together Feel my age in unfamiliar places but I can't complain Brian steps up to challenge me he says mister you know I heard you're kinda nice with that old school style jump shot look like Larry Bird Now game's to fifteen we're tied at four trying to forget the score I'm keeping my ankles in braces I'm keeping my fingers taped together Feel my age in unfamiliar places but I can't complain and I can't complain
3.
First the bad news I'm not ready for you So don't come knocking at my door Wait for the season to turn I'll be yearning Until my heart is sore You're my unexpected guest I'll plan my whole life for I'm counting Saturn's rings you don't owe me a thing If you come early you'll be just a vision of what's coming down the road I won't regret it except maybe one day when you and I are old I'm counting Saturn's rings you don't owe me a thing Float our ships down that stream take a trip twenty years between On that bridge first I've seen held her hand like shadow across sunbeams Wait for the season to turn I'll be yearning Until my heart is sore You're my unexpected guest I'll plan my whole life for I'm counting Saturn's rings you don't owe me a thing
4.
Family Tree 02:41
You don't have to bargain with me everything that I have is free you don't have to haggle and trade I'll never get paid You don't have to be honest with me anything that you say I'll believe you don't have to try to catch me when I'm falling from the family tree What is one or two broken bones when the rest are new Why should we be afraid when every real decision's been made You don't have to convince me to stay I've got nowhere else to be today you don't have to try to catch me when I'm falling from the family tree What is one or two broken bones when the rest are new Why should we be afraid when every real decision that we have has already been made already been made already been made
5.
1963 02:17
How can it be that you haven't figured out how to breathe in the ocean of grief you've been living in since 1963 And what would it take for me to convince you to just turn around on this highway and bring this car back home Tell me how does it feel to be standing at the edge of the void with the only one you can't avoid In April and May it's like she's fading away but then it's June and the war will be back soon but for now it seems like some things might be OK Tell me how does it feel to be standing at the edge of the void with the only one you can't avoid
6.
You just have to slow down and wait until this ice melts away You've been pressing forward every single day we just can't keep up this pace Everyone's been asking me how to keep above the water but I don't have an answer Who do you expect to come to your rescue Everyone keeps asking me how long till this ship breaks free raindrops on the icy sea waves grinding down that rocky beach You and I are drifting further apart with each gust of wind A new course with every momentary current and our fuel is spent Everyone's been asking me how to make it through the winter but I don't have an answer Who can you rely on to tell you the truth when tensions are high Everyone keeps asking me how long till this ship breaks free raindrops on the icy sea waves grinding down that rocky beach raindrops on the icy sea waves grinding down that rocky beach
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I went for a walk to clear my head thinking of the things I wished that I had never said I rehearse in my head every day things I wish that I had been smart enough to say but I don't improvise just write and revise I've been trying to stay on track all year trying to stay one step ahead of uninvited fears my idears support my fears I don't improvise just write and revise One year could be just as good as two or three enough for me to learn to trust what I can't see
8.
I've never felt closer to anyone than when I wrapped my arms around you tried to hold you back from throwing one more punch My heart has never beat faster than when I pressed my hands gently against your shoulders tried to calm you by my touch And when you came to me to ask me for my forgiveness for all the harm that you had done to what we were trying to build I almost broke character in quiet laughter as I remembered how your angry torso quivered in the warmth of my embrace I just hope you meet some kind of relief

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released October 22, 2021

All songs written, performed and mixed by Max Kennedy
Mastered by Nate Wood at Kerseboom Mastering
Album art by Jim Kennedy

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Max Kennedy Boston, Massachusetts

Max Kennedy is a musical sorcerer, able to conjure up serene landscapes and scenes of beguiling discordance with his subtle arrangements and delicate, plaintive voice. Carving out a space between folk, jazz, and the avant-garde, his music will seduce you with its homespun, heartfelt glow and blow you away with startling shifts in melody and vocal harmony. ... more

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